Which DEW do you DO???

Here they are the 3 flavors for the summer to choose from

They are calling it a DEWMOCRACY1

So I have chosen since I am a lover, yes lover, of Mountian Dew that I would have

my family try them with me.

1. Typhoon----has a berry flavor

2. White Out----has a citrus flavor

3. Distortion----has a lime flavor

AND THE WINNER IS...

TYPHOON---FOR NIKOLAS

WHITE OUT---FOR EMALEE & DUDE

DISTORTION---FOR NATHAN

So there you have it we all like different ones.  But I am sure you are thinking hey what a minute what about you Shana?  You didn't give your choice.  And your right! That is cause my choice is.......

THAT IS RIGHT FOLKS I AM AND ALWAYS WILL BE A TRUE DIE HARD OF THE OFTEN IMITATED BUT NEVER DULIPCATED TRUE MOUNTAIN DEW!!!

I HOPE YOU ALL GET A CHANCE TO TRY THEM FOR YOURSELVES

AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU LIKE BEST!

Just Breathe!

First off I need to say if this offends anyone I am sorry...........Now for a brief history to explain. 

Feb 17, 2004 I had a hysterectomy.  It was due to severe Cervical dysplasia, I had several things done,  

LEEP--Loop Electrosurgical Excision Procedure that lead me to having

CONE BIOPSY which showed that is kept going through my layers.

After all these tests and nothing coming back in a happy positive way I was left with a hard choice, keep having Leeps done or just to have things removed.  I decided to have a hysterectomy.  I lost one of my ovaries also due to uncontrolable bleeding. I am not trying to have a sad post so on to the better part of this post.  So for the last 6 years I have had the priviledge yes I will call it that PRIVILEDGE of not having my monthly "gift".  But now I only daughter has now RUINED my inner glee!  Yes I am calling her out and letting everyone know!  (my mom did to me so I am passing it on to her).  SO this weekend my daughter told me that she would be needing some PADS!  WHAT NO PLEASE DON'T MAKE ME! So there I am in the store in an isle that I have not been in for what seems FOREVER!  I felt so out of place, I had no idea what to get!  I was having a panic attack.  I think I picked up 10 different kinds reading them looking and comparing them and still had no clue what to get.  Come on Shana this can't be that hard you used to do this all the time.  But it reminded me of Dude, when he came home from his mission he said his friends took him to the grocercy store and he just stood in awe of it.  (He served in Bolivia)  That was just 2 years away, so my 6 year hiatus grants me this panic and awe.  So any way these are what I got and I hope she is ok with them I am sure if she isn't she will for sure let me know!

FAMILY HOME EVENING

So we decided to make Family Home Evening a dinner party. We made SUNDAES!

I know what your thinking sundaes for dinner but you know what every once in a while you have to change it up a bit. We had all the food groups except the veggies and that I think we could skip. Mine is the one in the middle, Dude's is in the corner and of course the kids are photoed with theirs! 

Team who???

Yes I have choosen a side and even though I know it is not going to end the way I would have liked I still have picked my side.  At 3:10am  Emalee and I finished the route and drove just 4 minutes

to Wal-mart to rush in and grab our copy of NEW MOON!!!

We then promised each other that we would go home and sleep and not watch it till morning.

After a day of shopping we sat and took it all in! 

Did I ever think I would enjoy these movies as much as I have, No.  Do I try to look for things that are

similar to my life, sure what girl wouldn't. I have watched it 3 times and in between those I have even watched Twilight too.  I know I am a hopeless cause.

White Rabbit or Neo???

I am feeling out of sorts these last couple of weeks I don't know if it is the change in the weather or me trying to change myself.  At one moment I feel like the white rabbit always late for something very important.

It doesn't seem to matter what it is I do to keep it from happening

.  I am not only late for things I seem to miss them entirely. 

Then at other times I feel like Neo.  Where I am having to choose the red pill or the blue pill in deciding what way I want my life to go.  Sometimes I feel that I have a serious GLITCH in my matrix. 

I feel like I have done things already so then I start to think wait did I or didn't I?  This to makes my brain hurt to points I don't like.  The constant fear of thinking I may have taken the wrong pill loams over

me.  This is where I have learned to fall to my knees and pray. 

Will praying make me a better White Rabbit so that I will be on time for things/not miss things or a more in

control Neo and not letting my matrix get the best of me, but being my own matrix the way I want it.

Are you confused? So am I!