I am feeling out of sorts these last couple of weeks I don't know if it is the change in the weather or me trying to change myself. At one moment I feel like the white rabbit always late for something very important.
It doesn't seem to matter what it is I do to keep it from happening
. I am not only late for things I seem to miss them entirely.
Then at other times I feel like Neo. Where I am having to choose the red pill or the blue pill in deciding what way I want my life to go. Sometimes I feel that I have a serious GLITCH in my matrix.
I feel like I have done things already so then I start to think wait did I or didn't I? This to makes my brain hurt to points I don't like. The constant fear of thinking I may have taken the wrong pill loams over
me. This is where I have learned to fall to my knees and pray.
Will praying make me a better White Rabbit so that I will be on time for things/not miss things or a more in
control Neo and not letting my matrix get the best of me, but being my own matrix the way I want it.