It's time.

Here is a journal entry from my new DayOne app I got for free from the Anniversary of the App Store. I want to say this app has helped me in overcoming things and so now I feel I need to share it too. 

I laid in bed this morning wondering why I am I unmotivated when I have really the easiest life right now. My kids are all teenagers which means they can feed and clothe and entertain themselves. My dog is now 2 so the puppy phase is over. I get to be a stay at home mom (SAHM) with access to my own car! And yet I dread every day. I read blogs of moms with younger children doing so many things all day long and yes they are tired and want a nap but still keep going and they blog about, Facebook it and even Instagram it. I work only at night for 3 hours tops. Papers are easy for me I am fast and good at it. The rest of the day should be easy. Blogging should be easy, taking pictures should be easy, working out should be easy, keeping up on house work should be easy, being active in my ward/church should be easy, making dinner or sweets should be easy. Cause I have nothing else to do!  Yet I lay in bed and think I just can't!  So last night I thought its time Shana time to change, be the person you want. Have fun with life this is the easiest it gets so take advantage of it. Enjoy yourself have a laugh or a cry. Be active not a bump in the bed that can't function cause it might not get done all the way or be the Martha Stewart way. So here's to change and may it be a good one and make smiles last forever!!!

Love ShanaMarie