Team who???

Yes I have choosen a side and even though I know it is not going to end the way I would have liked I still have picked my side.  At 3:10am  Emalee and I finished the route and drove just 4 minutes

to Wal-mart to rush in and grab our copy of NEW MOON!!!

We then promised each other that we would go home and sleep and not watch it till morning.

After a day of shopping we sat and took it all in! 

Did I ever think I would enjoy these movies as much as I have, No.  Do I try to look for things that are

similar to my life, sure what girl wouldn't. I have watched it 3 times and in between those I have even watched Twilight too.  I know I am a hopeless cause.

White Rabbit or Neo???

I am feeling out of sorts these last couple of weeks I don't know if it is the change in the weather or me trying to change myself.  At one moment I feel like the white rabbit always late for something very important.

It doesn't seem to matter what it is I do to keep it from happening

.  I am not only late for things I seem to miss them entirely. 

Then at other times I feel like Neo.  Where I am having to choose the red pill or the blue pill in deciding what way I want my life to go.  Sometimes I feel that I have a serious GLITCH in my matrix. 

I feel like I have done things already so then I start to think wait did I or didn't I?  This to makes my brain hurt to points I don't like.  The constant fear of thinking I may have taken the wrong pill loams over

me.  This is where I have learned to fall to my knees and pray. 

Will praying make me a better White Rabbit so that I will be on time for things/not miss things or a more in

control Neo and not letting my matrix get the best of me, but being my own matrix the way I want it.

Are you confused? So am I!